Ever feel like wherever you go, you just don’t fit in? That’s me! I look around me and all I see are people that just pass by. I feel like I know everyone, yet I don’t know anybody. It’s like the worst of both worlds (yea I’m practically quoting Hanna Montana & Simple Plan all in the same sentence). Looking around I see people but no one I really care to know, and yet I want to know the world. It’s like wanting something on the other side of the round hole in the fence. You can see it, and its what you want, but you’re a square peg and can’t fit though. I don’t want to conform to the round ways to fit in, but I don’t feel like I can do anything being so square.
Even reading what I just wrote doesn’t make sense to me. It sounded logical coming out of my fingers but now it looks like gibberish. I’m just so worried, and nervous, and excited, but mostly worried. Over many things, most of which would bring an I told you so from most people. *sigh* I can only hope for the best, and try to put it out of my mind for now. I’d rather be excited but I know the more I ponder the more worried I will be.
Gahh!!! I need a sleeping pill so I won’t dream again tonight.
– Posted From My MacBook
Location: Lawrenceville GA, United States